At the end of last week, my cousin's grandma passed away. She was like my own grandma when I was a kid. Also, my friend's friend committed suicide a few days ago. I got really depressed over these deaths. On the possitive side of things, I fell in love with a great guy. I just hope that everything will work out between us. Even if it doesn't work out, we'll still be friends. He's helped me get over some major parts in my life, and I have done the same with him.